So thoughtful with some of my favourite things in Happy Yellow!!
I am truely blessed to have the relationship I have with my daughter. We are so close, get on really well and laugh LOTS!!!
It's a different relationship than the one I have with my Mum. My mum can be a bit controlling,,never wrong and a bit 'bitey' with me at times. I don't have the laughs with her that I have with my girl,,,and I miss that. I wish I could sit with my Mum and laugh until we cry,,,,go have lunch,, go shop,,,,and I wish she would do things with me,,,like ring up and say,,,'fancy lunch?'.
I am the one who goes to see her,,,,I cannot remember the last time she nipped in for a cuppa and chat . I am a beauty therapist and I booked her in for massages to help her back as it plays her up. I use this time as a bit of a catch up. It's sad that thats the only time we seem to connect. I have tried really hard over the years, but have now learned to accept that this is just the way she is. I have no doubt she loves me. It's just her generation never seem to show it.. I am a very huggy person and she is not. I wasn't brought up to be huggy,, it's just who I have become. I am always hugging my girl when we're together.
I missed her today and thought of her alot. She's one special daughter. xx
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